Cluster Thoughts

I saw something exciting happen online, and it taught me a little something about what its like to write in this medium. It happened over there in the realm of hypertext theory, in what I take to be the upper eschelon of it, but its important to note that this kind of thing can and should happen anywhere.

I am reminded of the epigraph in Howard’s End that says “Only Connect”.

In one, qualified, paragraph Mark Bernstein called all of his “blogsphere” to task for not trading links and ideas the way he feels they had in the past.

But when was the last time Jill reviewed a hypertext, and Torill wrote a day later that she’d missed a vital point? How long has it been since Adrian proposed a new theory, Lis probed it, Anders elaborated it, and Elin puzzled over it? When did Anja last tell us how we were wrong, to be rebutted by Noah, refined by Diane, and replayed by Gonzalo?

Some of those on the recieving end of that calling out (it was a classy one, constructive) were quick to further qualify Mr. Bernstein’s observation about the state of his network of peers. There seems to be an interesting tension at play here between a scientific “publish or perish” mentality and a preference in the humanities for face-to-face dissemination of information in the form of conversations or lectures. As a student of writing, I am personally interested in this tension because it exists inside of me.

Me, I’m not commenting on this exchange in order to further my own ambitious stance at the very edge of this kind of a community. I’m interested in it because I’m trying to find a place of my own. Maybe its like that one, maybe it isn’t.

I crave, more than anything, a “sphere”. For me, this particular “blogsphere” is giving me an insight into just what it is to be in an educated group of peers. Until recently, my only expereince with such a thing has been with “the faculty” but it need not take that kind of a form. Maybe its the Beatles, or the kind of thing that existed between Vincent Vangough and Paul Gauguin, or the community that gave rise to chemistry as we know it, but whatever it is, there’s something out there for me, even if I have to make it.

I crave a sphere because I like to share ideas, however not everybody close to me needs to care about those ideas. Near the aforementioned post, Mark Bernstein mentioned “I’ve been thinking lots about the people who don’t read this page.” I can relate.

My mother doesn’t read this. (I wish she did) … old school friends… only one of them reads this. My little sister doesn’t read this.

Maybe, for me, those people just don’t happen to be interested, and that’s probably okay. The point is that other people out there might be. Well, I’m going “out there.” I hope I find them.

The sphere for me might not be a “blogshpere” and it might not be one that blogs about blogs, of all things, but that comment coming out of the metablogshphere has given me some insight into the way spheres come to be, the way they ebb and flow, etc.

Shall I conjecture about what kind of shpere I would have? What about how I would find it?

Stay tuned…